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hahahaha i am so bored that i feel like updating this lj! hahahaha

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snow day~! [26 Feb 2004|02:28pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

damn...i just typed a huge entry and it got deleted! BLAH!

anyways...2day has been SNOWY! lets c my day:
1)wake up, c snow, tell everyone else about it, they go bak to sleep, i remain awake
2)now 6 am, playin in snow alone
3)get in a huge snowball fight - i win
4)pick up jennifer and bobby to cum over - soon another snow ball fight errupts
5)cold, so we all cum in, eat pizza, watch a movie
6)jennifer and bobby leave
7)now im here....bored.

well, i guess there is nuthin else to do but go PLAY IN THE SNOW!!!...alone.


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[25 Feb 2004|04:50pm]
[ mood | creative ]

u cant judge me...bcuz u dont even kno me. no one has the fuckin right to tell me i dont kno nething about God. they hav no right.

sorry about that...its bugging me.

lately ive been writing songs off the wazoo...like almost everyday. and ill write it, and then might not ever look at it again. 2 days ago, i wrote a song called "a cutting hazard" but literally cried writing it. brb let me go find it....bak. here is sum of it:

"ive cried too many times to count
and half the time i dont kno why
ive cut myself too many times to remember
but the scars r still here
no they dont dissapear like u

so im still sitting here writing about these memories
blacking out periodically, damn its crazy
doesnt it mean nething to u how stranded i am

dribbling down is every thought of u
skribbling down how much i hate u
bcuz wen u cum bak it reminds me how much i cant resist u..."

ya, i screamed during it and i cried. it may not sound too good, but sung w/ the right music really makes u emotional. so now im sitting here lookin thru my compositinon notebook where all my songs r. lets count how many....1...2.....3....erm....38. damn. i could swear there were a lot more.

i wish that sumone who cares, would really just sit down and read each lyric to every song and understand y i act the way i do sumtimes and how i feel. but only sumone REALLY special could look into this book...bcuz ive never shown neone it b4....i mean u hav to b really special...bcuz this is like my fuckin diary. lol.

whoever my muse is...damn they r workin hard.

im gonna go write...i feel inspiration right now.


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ME BIRTHDAY...WOOT! [24 Feb 2004|04:12pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

HaPpy bIRtHdaY To mE!!!

yay wat a grrrrrrreat bday! thx for...

  • da balloons! (all 4 of them)
  • my signs and cards!
  • the purdy orange bear! (victoria!)
  • yummmy candies!
  • the candles and candies! (my coon...wait we cant say that nemore!
  • and ur love!

i hav to say this has been one of my best bdays ever! although im NOT having a party this year, it doesnt matter, bcuz i got all the presents and love i needed 2day!

but, this day just has to b ruined by a chorus concert on my birthday. great.

"...only 2 things are worth making such a noise about: death and sex...."

-the Bean Trees

haha that quote made me laugh.


i cant wait till my parents get home so we can hav our "family celebration". lol...thats wen the presents roll in! hahaha

well im gonna go puke up all the candy i had 2day! blah!



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DAMN DAMN DAMN [23 Feb 2004|04:52pm]

its me mommys birthday!!! meaning...that mine is TOMORROW! DAMN IT SHALL B AWESOME!

however, 2day wasnt all that great cuz i stayed home from school. ive been sick the past 4 days, and i thought i was all well 2day until i got down stairs; about to leave for school. my stomach hurt so damn bad and so ya...didnt go to school. im still feeling sick, but hey, im so NOT gonna miss 2morrow cuz it shall b ma birthday! i havent eaten much either....like saturday, i didnt eat at all. and i KNOW if i hav my own fuckin bday cake 2morrow, ill just get sick again.

in times like this where i cant eat ne cake....i just wanna say:

damn u...

  • ....lactose intolerancy - if u werent around then i could eat my own cake w/out gettin sick!
  • ....the flu - if u r around 2morrow...ooo....ur so gonna get it!
  • ....cows - i love all creatures, and i love u too....but CUMMON, DO U HAV TO GET SUMONE LIKE ME SICK ALL THE DAMN TIME?!?!?! huh?!?!?!

aight....so glad to get that off my chest! *chuggs down a beer* wheew!

2day has been spent laying around, watchin the price is right, talkin to my dad, preparing a card for my moms bday, and working on my DNA model. it looks like 2 yellow pipe-cleaners w/ colorfull pom-poms on it. ya...it looks rediculous.

well, im starting to feel sick again. DAMN U SICKNESS!

damn...i better go!






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sum digital art... [21 Feb 2004|03:37pm]

something i made wen i was bored....and sick....haha. o wellerz.  i might put it in an upcomming layout if i wanna....dont kno yet...


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get to kno the real me.... [21 Feb 2004|08:01am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

well, last night wasnt so lovely. for the past few days i havnt eaten much cuz i hav been feeling like ive had to puke...and right b4 i went to bed, i finally did. shit, i hate throwing up...i guess i finally got the "bug" thats goin around the whole damn school. so right now im sitting here in the morning, not able to sleep, gatorade next to me, and a large bucket just in case i fuckin puke again. damn i hate being sick.

better go rest...blah.


Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

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last night wasnt good [20 Feb 2004|04:03pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

i was not feelin good at all. i had a major headace and i was napping the whole time. i went to go take a shower, and then while i was in the bathroom, i totally blacked out, fell against the wall, and then was deaf for a few minutes and shaking. i was like that the rest of the night and then 2day i didnt even wanna eat. i dont kno wats wrong but i hope i get better by 2night since im goin to work.

well, i better get bak to work makin a spanish poster. damn foreign languages.


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